No matter how much stress I have to shoulder, how much pain or fear I had inside my heart, they will always be hidden and untold of.
It is not like I'm bottling it up, but I see no point of imprinting those negative feelings or memories any deeper by verbally convey it.
It is not like I don't trust my closed ones, but I don't want them to worry and feel my agony.
I know I usually look happy on the outside, because I'd come to a point where I could hide my feelings so well. My past was such a mess I'm forced to or eventually become so positive that hardly anything could affect me.
If one had gone through the worst, the worse means nothing. I'd gained the power to turn the negatives to the positives. What an average person perceives to be big issue and brood over it, to me it is only a minor or neutral thing that I will continue to move on the next second.
I always remind myself to smile, inside out, no matter how tough life is. And I did.
Be positive. This is probably my greatest achievement of the year 2012, and it will be the life-long possessing skill for the rest of my life.
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