MOE shooting

2nd day of MOE shooting. Probably the most energy-consuming shooting thus far cycling, running and doing almost everything under the Sun for the whole day.

Feeling a little dizzy. Now I finally know where my limit is! :p

Wrap up for the day! 

One last day shooting for this project tomorrow. 

Goodnight... :)

Improvements!

Had 3rd vocal training today! After a 'fierce' lesson last year, I continued to practice hard on my breathing techniques and finally witness some improvements. My poor habit of moving up my shoulder too much while singing has gone and I'm breathing it right in the diaphragm.

However, though the coach was a little glad for me, I wasn't much satisfied. By changing my vocal breathing, I'm restricted from singing and hitting the keys comfortably. Have to breathe deep and stand up straight at all time. 

At least by breathing it right, my vocal cords don't hurt anymore. More rooms for improvements! :)

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Went for a few auditions for the past one week. Why do I kept feeling not right? 

I still remember, there was once when a producer told me my spirit seems a little dull. Quite a number of people in the past year said my eyes looked restless, even my mom reminded me of this too. 

Wonder if I'm working too hard without noticing.. Now I just have to keep reminding myself to be energetic all the time and open my eyes wide! Hahaha..

To end the day, a good advice from one of my vocal classmate: "To break down the concrete walls between you and the other, stand on the same level as him or her."

Goodnight!

2013 First Revolution (The path)

Here comes my first part. Ahemmm.. *clear throat*

How to be cheerful & honey spiritually?

1) Smile to yourself in the mirror every morning. Appreciate and praise yourself.  "You can do it!"

2) Be positive at all times! "There's nothing good or bad, but thinking makes it so." - Shakespeare

3) Love yourself! Eat healthily, exercise regularly and sleep well! Dress up and carry yourself well. A sign of mutual respect for you and others.

4) Do what you believe in. Say what you mean. As long as your conscious is true.

5) Discipline! Focus on one thing at a time. Force yourself to switch off the computer screen or TV without interesting programme (save the Earth too). Study when study. Read when read. Listen when listen. Have fun have fun.

6) Do not lie, exaggerate or swear. Dishonesty and hatred repel positive energy.

7) Listen to happy yuppie music every days or nights.

8) Laugh it off! your own mistakes. But remember hard not to do it again.

9) Do your best in everything. Without getting over serious and affect others around you.

11) Read constructive or interesting books to build up your intellectual and exposure level.

12) Hang out with friends. Build rapport and invite positive energy.

13) Be understanding, however not weak. A true wisdom to be happy.

14) Have a peaceful mind. "Reflection of the day", and what and how to improve the next day.




One last thing to share before turning in,

Galatians 5:16-26:

"So I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh. For the flesh desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the flesh. They are in conflict with each other, so that you are not to do whatever you want. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law.

The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. 26 Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other." 

- Apostle Paul

Side note: Law = The Torah

Sleep well. Sleep tight.

Embracing 2013!

Bid farewell to a fulfilling 2012!

Delegated to SCAPE Countdown Youth Party 2013 - SMASHDOWN for videographing. The party was designed and planned similar as of a real clubbing room, except without alcohol. Haha...

Standing among the hot-blooded and youngsters gave me a feelings that I'd grown old. All bursting with energies while I couldn't catch up the fun with my breath. :x

In the past 365 days, I had developed myself into a better and stronger person. Despite all the lows and obstacles that had brought a good deal of depression and disappointments upon me, these are challenges that I'd successfully overcame by substantial and equivalent amount of effort and changed me for better.

It was a significant turning point of my life. The intense pain, sorrow, happiness, anger all came to unite with one another in 2012, the only special year. Contributing a great motivation for me to bravely move forward. I shall no longer be afraid of any obstacles ahead, as I'd defeated those in 2012, what else shall I be fear of in 2013? :D

Planning my 2013 goals. Update soon!

Pain

No matter how much stress I have to shoulder, how much pain or fear I had inside my heart, they will always be hidden and untold of.

It is not like I'm bottling it up, but I see no point of imprinting those negative feelings or memories any deeper by verbally convey it.

It is not like I don't trust my closed ones, but I don't want them to worry and feel my agony.

I know I usually look happy on the outside, because I'd come to a point where I could hide my feelings so well. My past was such a mess I'm forced to or eventually become so positive that hardly anything could affect me.

If one had gone through the worst, the worse means nothing. I'd gained the power to turn the negatives to the positives. What an average person perceives to be big issue and brood over it, to me it is only a minor or neutral thing that I will continue to move on the next second.

I always remind myself to smile, inside out, no matter how tough life is. And I did.

Be positive. This is probably my greatest achievement of the year 2012, and it will be the life-long possessing skill for the rest of my life.

:)

Wrap Up!

辛苦了！谢谢大家！

Baptism

Baptized 12 December 2012, mid-afternoon. This marks the day where I shall be reborn, as a daughter and a believer of the Holy Father.

Mark 16:15,16 - "He Who Believes and Is Baptized Will Be Saved."

Romans 6:17,18 - "To be made free from sin, we must obey God from the heart. Service to God is not acceptable if we are just going through outward motions. We must understand and sincerely mean what we do. This principle can be illustrated by other works of service to God."

Acts 15:29 - "You are to abstain from food sacrificed to idols, from blood, from the meat of strangled animals and from sexual immorality. You will do well to avoid these things. Farewell." 

Thank you, Father, for bringing me to you. 

Ahem.